May 17

What I’ve been really into these days:

1. Buying tea to solve all my problems
2. Saying No
3. Making my therapist laugh
4. Teaching my brother AP Biology
5. Leaving spaces
6. Watering my chamomile seeds
7. Splurging on sashimi for my Neko Atsume cats
8. Sleeping with a little purple eye pillow
9. Pretending to go to the gym for exercise, then just going to the sauna
10. Hanging out with doctors more than friends
11. Crying in my car
12. Watching sad Chinese lesbian films on YouTube
13. Meeting people who have left the Movement™
14. Hovering over the telephone, then deciding not to call my grandmother
15. Fighting my inner demons & sometimes winning
16. Sifting through garden dirt to find earthworms, then strategically releasing them next to my precious heirloom tomatoes
17. Concocting  rooibos lattes variations at home
18. Dreaming vividly
19. Going to acupuncture and taking a mid-day nap
20. Pretending that life decisions don’t have deadlines